I can't be anything but who I am. Mama+3;; engaged;; 22;; sahm;; Blue October; Bring Me the Horizon; Suicide Silence; Breaking Benjamin;; Tim Horton's; Starbucks;; I write and sing when asked. Sometimes I will dance when people are watching. There is nothing I want more in this world than to be happy. I don't make statements, I make sandwiches. When I get the chance, I take pictures of memories and play around with them to see if I can make them prettier. My goals in life are to be myself and to help everyone else have a chance to be who they want to be.

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I think this has been the hardest part of our journey. Realizing that there is an addiction and confronting the behaviours that need to be worked through is extremely challenging. Our first year together was a mess of anxiety and anger multiplied by his addiction and my emotions through pregnancy. Not a fun way to start a relationship, but necessary to compare our future to. Now we can sit and analyze what needed to be changed in order to take steps forward in our recovery. It took lots of reanalyzing to get to the point we are at now in our relationship. The hardest part is remembering that no one is perfect but in order to move forward, you need to be able to close the pages of your old books and your old ways. Open to new chapters and stay in the future and the present.

Take recovery one day at a time.



Posted 5 months ago with 74 notes
#recovery  #narcotics anonymous  #alcoholics anonymous  


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